“I DON’T KNOW WHO I AM. BUT I KNOW THAT I AM ON MY DAMN WAY. NEVER GIVE UP! “- MICHAELGENTCITY
Posted on 9 maart 2023
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[NEW]: DOWNLOAD NOW BELOW MY FIRST MEMOIRE OF 2023 ALREADY[THE MOST INSANE 14 DAYS OF MY LIFE(IN TERMS OF PRESSURE AND ACTIVITY)]
[NEW]: DOWNLOAD NOW MY UPDATED TRAINING SCHEDULE FOR 2023 BELOW. IT IS INSANITY AND PROBABLY TOO HARD TO UNDERSTAND. BECAUSE I THINK DIFFERENT. I ADDED MULTIPLE THINGS INCLUDING SOME FINANCIAL OPTIONS. MY FINANCIAL PLANS ARE ALREADY UPDATED AND WAY MORE INSANE. BUT THIS IS FOR MYSELF. THIS IS JUST AN CONCEPT. 12 HOURS MAX MMA A WEEK, DAILY HOME FITNESS OR AN COMBINATION OF MAX 3 INSANE EXTRA SESSIONS IN JIMS FITNESS OVERPOORT WERE IT ALL STARTED. 2023 HERE I FUCKING COME. HARDER THAN EVER, BUT BALANCED IN ACTIVITY, COMBINED WITH THE FUN FACTOR. IN APRIL OR MAY 2023 I START WITH THIS MADNESS. I FIRST NEEDED TO PLAN A SHITLOAD AND REQUIRED SOME REST. MEANWHILE MY NEW PROFFESIONAL MMA KNEE PADS ARE ON THE WAY. TO MAKE THINGS EASIER WOOP WOOP. [NOTE ONLY PAGE 1 AND 2 IS IMPORTANT. RUNNING IS NOT ON MY LIST. IT IS AN UPDATED OLD DOC WITH AN NEW PAGE TO HAVE AN NEW TRAINING CONCEPT TO MOTIVATE MYSELF.]
NEXT UP RAVE REBELS 15 APRIL AND 4 MAY AVRIL LAVIGNE IN BRUSSELS. I AM IN DETOX. SO NO SMARTPHONES OR PC. THE HECK, I DON’T EVEN HAVE WIFI. ONLY AN IPOD CLASSIC. AND RARELY EVEN IF I AM LUCKY A LOANED CAMERA OR SMARTPHONE FOR THE EVENTS TO CAPTURE SOME AWESOME MEMORIES. THAT BEING SAID. I ON THE OTHER HAND WILL AT LEAST BE IN DETOX TILL JULY 2023. IT IS POSSIBLE THAT I WILL BE IN DETOX TILL JANUARY 2024. BECAUSE I WANT TO FOCUS SUPER HARD. MAKE MY DREAM BEDROOM POSSIBLE, NEED TO MOVE OUT, WILL UPGRADE MY HOUSE+ SUMMER 2024 MY BDSM ROOM IS ALREADY FINISHED. I AM SPEED YOU KNOW. VISUALIZING IS FUCKING KEY. NEVER GIVE UP! IN THE SUMMER I WILL BE AT TOMORROWLAND 28 AND 30 JULY IN THE VIP SECTION. SO I HOPE I GOT SOME SHOTS FROM PARIS HILTON AND TIESTO AHAHAHAH. I AM OUT.
READY FOR 2023. 2022 WAS JUST INSANITY
970 HOURS OF DANCING IN 153 NIGHTS OF NIGHTLIFE IN 2018, 250+ NIGHTS IN TOTAL ALREADY, 1070+(400 ACTIVE HOURS OVER WHOLE BELGIUM, 670+ HOURS ON MY OWN DANCEFLOOR HOME) RAVING IN MID 2021-2022. 400 KM MONTHLY AVERAGE OF WALKING. INSANE CHALLENGES ON LIFE AND DEATH. AN AUTOBIOGRAPHY. AN DREAM CHASE FOR TO JOIN THE SPECIAL FORCES OF BELGIUM TO SUDDENLY BECOMING AN NIGHLIFE PHENOMENON. FROM FIGHTING SKILLS TO PORN. YUP THAT IS ME. AND THAT IS JUST THE START. 2023 HERE I FUCKING COME. 9 YEARS NEVER GIVE UP ALREADY OMG!
COUNTLESS TIMES VIDEOGRAPHED, NEVER SHARED MY IDENTITY OR THIS WEBSITE, NOT EVEN MY IG. AND STILL PEOPLE SOMEHOW FOUND ME ON IG. 40K+ GHOST FOLLOWERS DURING THAT PERIOD, 250+K VIEWS IN JUST 2 MONTHS. I BARELY CAPTURED ME. BUT I WAS ON EVERY CHANNEL AND INTERNATIONAL RAVE IN BELGIUM. AMAZED COUNTLESS PEOPLE, 200+ OF PEOPLE ASKED AN PICTURE ETC. I JUST TRIED TO STAY MYSELF. I DID AN NIGHTLIFE MARATHON 2.00 CHALLENGE BECAUSE I LIVE FROM MEMORIES, LOVE MUSIC, BUT I HAVE A SHITLOAD OF GOALS. SO INSTEAD OF GOING YEAR BY YEAR TO MY FAVORITE ARTISTS ON MY BUCKETLIST. I WENT TO THEM ALL. THE GOAL WAS TO SEE THEM ALL IN BELGIUM ONLY. TO NOT SEE THEM ON FESTIVALS. ONLY ON INDOOR RAVE LOCATIONS OR NIGHTCLUBS. BECAUSE I DON’T LIKE IT WHEN I DON’T HAVE SPACE. AND ON FESTIVALS THERE IS JUST WAY TOO MUCH PEOPLE. SO YEAH. IT WAS INSANITY. THIS COSTED ME LIKE 9000+ EUROS. AND I HAD ONLY THE MINIMUM INCOME. DAILY I CALCULATED EVERYTHING, COUNTLESS VISUALIZATION. I WAS DOING ALSO 3 MONTHS CHARITY WORK ALREADY, WALKING 400 KM MONTHLY.
I DID ALSO THE MOST INSANE CHALLENGE OF MY LIFE: WALKING 500 KM ON FREAKING EMPTY STOMACH IN JUST 22 DAYS.
“Holy cow what an damn journey. I actually did 500 km in 22 days. 450 km under 20 days. 600 km in 31 days. Because the last week of may was actually also almost 100 km baby. And I did freaking 1300 km in 3 months and 14 days. And even 200 km in extreme conditions In just 4 days.”-MICHAELGENTCITY
THE REAL NUMBERS AND SCENARIOS YOU CAN READ IN MY MEMOIRE ON MY ROAD TO SFG PAGE OR BELOW. I ALSO HAD 5 MONTHS ALMOST NO EYE SIGHT. DAMAGED SHOES AFTER 6 MONTHS. I KEPT WALKING ON MY SOUL. KEPT GOING ON MY SOUL. YEAR 2022 WAS PURE INSANITY. AND JUST WHEN YOU THINK THAT I JUST REACHED MY LIMIT….WELL I ALSO HAD 4 HEARTBREAKS, DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOR, I ENDED UP IN AN WHOPPING 11 DAYS NO SLEEP. PEOPLE WERE MAKING FUN OF ME. I WAS JUST LOOSING MY MIND. RESETTING MY MIND. AND YET AT THE SAME TIME MORE AND MORE PEOPLE WANTED TO GO ON THE PICTURE WITH ME.
I HAVE FREAKING 24K OF PHOTOS, 1700 OF VIDEOS, 600 GB OF EXTRA BACK-UP, COUNTLESS WRITINGS. JUST IN ONE YEAR TIME.
I MEAN. I JUST CRASHED IN DECEMEBER. I HAD LIKE SUICIDE THOUGHTS, CRIED, FELT PAIN EVERYWHERE, BECAUSE IN DECEMBER- FEBRUARY I NORMALLY LOCK MYSELF UP HOME TO RECHARGE, TO HEAL, TO STAY OUT THE PICTURE. BECAUSE THEN I HAVE AN REAL COMPLEX PTSD SCENARIO NEXT LEVEL. JUST NO ENERGY, FEELING DOWN. BUT ONCE ALL THAT IS OVER THEN I AM READY TO SHINE AGAIN. AND MY GOD 2023 WILL BE INSANE.
I WILL FIRST OFF STAY WAY MORE OF SOCIAL MEDIA, FOCUS ON 3-4 HOURS MMA EVERY 2 DAYS. BECAUSE EVEN IN THE GYM I MINDFUCKED THE COACH WITH MY FIGHTING SKILLS THAT I HAVE MY OWN SECTION, THAT I DON’T NEED TO GO TO LESSONS, JUST CAN DO MY (OWN) THING, AND BEST OF ALL WITH ZERO TIME ROSTERS. I CAN GO WHENEVER I WANT AS LONG THEY ARE OPEN. FREAKING AWESOME!
NEXT TO THAT LATE 2023 IS ALSO THE START OF ADULT MODELING, PORN, GANG BANGS, ETC. EVERYTHING STEP BY STEP. HEAD OVER TO MICHAELGENTCITY PRODUCTIONS TO SEE MY LONG ROAD WITH THIS PASSION. AND READ MY NEW UPDATED BIO IN MY ABOUT ME SECTION TO UNDERSTAND HOW DEAD SERIEUS I AM WITH THIS…
THE ULTIMATE GOAL OF THIS IS TO CREATE MY OWN LABEL, MY OWN BDSM STUDIO, TO FIND MY SOULMATE THAT HAS THE SAME DESIRES AND WANTS TO SUPPORT ME IN THIS.
I DON’T SHARE ANY ROADMAPS AT THIS MOMENT. I ONLY KNOW THAT EVERYTHING IS AN CALCULATION IN MY LIFE.
I HAD ALREADY STRONG DESIRES IN PORN, BDSM ON AN VERY YOUNG AGE. YOU JUST HAVE THAT FEELING. OR YOU HAVE IT NOT. IT MAKES ME HAPPY. SO I STARTED TO CHASE MY PASSION WITH TRIAL AND ERROR.
SINCE 2015 I STARTED TO BUY PERIODICALLY SOME BDSM GEAR. NOW I HAVE ALREADY 2000 EURO WORTH OF SMALL MATERIALS OF SEX/BDSM TOYS.
IN 2023 HOWEVER I WILL START WITH AN 7 YEAR PLAN TO CREATE MY OWN BDSM STUDIO. BUT LIKE I SAID EVERYTHING STEP BY STEP.
TO BE HONEST. I LOVE TO DANCE, I LOVE SEX, I LOVE SPORT IN GENERAL. I LOVE TO SHINE ON CAMERAS. LOVE TO DO MY OWN THING. SO I HOPE THAT I ONE DAY CAN SETTLE IN LA. I ONLY CAN DREAM YOU KNOW. I WANT TO EVOLVE BIG TIME AND MAKE THE MOST OUT OF MY LIFE. I NEED THE RIGHT CONNECTIONS/SPONSORS/ETC.
MY NEVER GIVE UP JOURNEY STARTED TO CHASE THE GOAL TO GO IN THE SPECIAL FORCES OF BELGIUM. BUT SUDDENLY I HAD SO MUCH MORE TO DISCOVER, SO MUCH MORE OPPURTUNITIES. SO I JUST WAIT AND DECIDE IN 2028. ONLY ONE THING I KNOW. 2023 WILL BE MY KARMAAAAA YEAR. EFFORT WILL BE REWARDED. ALSO THE START OF SEXUAL DESIRES GOALS AFTER ALMOST 2 YEARS NO SEX(14 march 2021-14 march 2023) JUST FOR DISCIPLINING MYSELF. BECAUSE I FUCKED ALREADY HUNDRED PLUS UNIQUE ESCORTS.
WILL I FIND LOVE? MY SOULMATE? I DON’T FUCKING KNOW THE ONLY THING WHAT I KNOW IS THAT I AM ON MY DAMN WAY. AND THAT I EXPERIENCED LOVE FOR AN SPECIAL GIRL…..BUT I NEEDED TO BLOCK MY EMOTIONS. ET VOILA HERE WE ARE AGAIN. BACK IN MY OLD LIFESTYLE. LATE 2023 IS ALL ABOUT SEX, NEW ADVENTURES, NIGHTLIFE IN THE BACKGROUND, THE UNKNOWN. AND MAINTAINING MY FIGHTING SKILLS, DANCING, FITNESS LEVEL.
ON TOP OF THAT I WILL DANCE IN AN DANCING STUDIO SO THAT I STAY IN TOUCH WITH THAT PASSION TOO.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST. HEAD OVER TO MY “SPONSOR ME” PAGE FOR AN INSANE MEMOIRE AND MY OTHER DESIRES: STUNT SCHOOL LA, ACTING, DOING SOMETHING IN THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY. BEING AN ACTOR OR DANCER FOR COMMERCIALS ETC. I DON’T KNOW WHERE MY LIFE WILL GO. THE ONLY THING WHAT I KNOW IS THAT I AM UNSTOPPABLE, SMILE WITH AN INCOME OF 1200 A MONTH, LIFEHACK THIS WORLD TO GET WHAT I WANT, CALCULATE AND VISUALIZE DAILY, SET ROAD MAPS. THAT TRIAL AND ERROR/SETBACKS/CRITIC/NEGATIVITY AND HATRED FUEL[S] ME.
BECAUSE I NEVER WILL GIVE UP ONCE I FOCUS ON SOMETHING. ANYWAYS TIME TO STOP WRITING THINGS OUT. I NEED TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. SO THAT COSTS ALOT OF BRAINSTORMS, SACRIFACES IN ENERGY, PAIN, BLOOD, TEARS. LAST BUT NOT LEAST I NEED WAY MORE SLEEP AND BALANCE IN MY LIFE. I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY GOALS AND DESIRES, AND AT THE SAME TIME MAKE SURE THAT I KEEP BEING AWAKE.
I MEAN IN 2022 I BARELY SLEPT I WAS LIKE 4-7 DAYS IN AN ROW AWAKE MULTIPLE TIMES WHILE DOING 144 HOURS OF ACTIVITY. PHYSICAL AND OR MENTALLY. I AM TELLING YOU. I JUST HAVE NO LIMITS.
FOR MONTHS I ONLY SLEPT 4 HOURS FOR PUSHING ME AGAIN FOR STAYING DAYS AWAKE IN AN ROW. BUT INSANITY OR NOT. EVERYTHING IS AN CALCULATION. I FEEL FREAKING BLESSED. SO I SHARED LIKE 2000 EURO OF GIFTS TO OTHERS IN 2022, AND HAVE THE MOST INSANE EPIC LIFE MEMORIES THAT NOBODY CAN STEAL AWAY FROM ME.
FUCK ME. I KEEP WRITING. TIME FOR SOME DISCIPLINE. GOING DARK.
PHOTO COLLAGE AND VIDEOS I WILL ADD IN 2025 OR LATER. YOU CAN HEAD TO MY INSTAGRAM PAGE. OR YOU JUST CAN BE LUCKY TO FIND ME SOMEWHERE ON AN DANCEFLOOR IN AN NIGHTCLUB OR BACKSTAGE…
THE MOST INSANE CHALLENGE OF MY LIFE:DOWNLOAD LINK BELOW
STUDIES: 7000 EURO ON STUDIES/EDUCATION(material included). DID NOT EVEN FINISH MY PERSONAL TRAINING BECAUSE I KNEW ALREADY EVERYTHING WHAT I NEEDED AS A SPORTER. I AM THE SPORTER. NOT THE TRAINER. I HAVE YEARS OF EXPERIENCE. 8 YEARS ALREADY TO BE EXACT. STILL MY TEACHERS WERE IMPRESSED ABOUT ME, BUT I NEEDED TO WORK FOR SOCIETY ACCORDING TO OUR LAWS. I DID COUNTLESS JOB FUNCTIONS. BUT THESE ARE SOME HIGHLIGHTS. I WAS SICK OF GETTING FIRED BECAUSE OF JUST BEING ME SO I DID NOT SEARCH AT ALL ANYMORE. LATER I WENT EVEN TO AN JOB COACH. IN 2022 I WAS IN AN ADHD TRAJECTORY. I AM SUPER MOTIVATED, WORK TOO GOOD, OR TOO HARD. BUT I QUICKLY GET BORED ON AN NORMAL WORKFLOOR. THE HECK I EVEN FELT NOT CHALLENGED BY DOING FULL TIME WORK WITH BARELY SLEEP. I STILL WENT IN 2015-AUGUST 2019 TO THE FITNESS 2-3 HOURS AFTER OR BEFORE MY JOB, OR IN MY SHIFTS. AND DID ALSO MMA 45-90 MINUTES(since 2017). JUST TO GIVE YOU AN IDEA. 3-4 HOURS MMA ON MY LEVEL= 12 DAYS OF COOKING. SEE I NEED CHALLENGE, ADVENTURE, EXHAUSTION. ANYWAYS. I AM A FREE SPIRIT. I JUST FOLLOW MY HEART AND PASSION. MY PORTFOLIO BECAME BIGGER AND BIGGER. AND I JUST DID INSANE CHALLENGES. I VALUE LIFE MEMORIES OVER MONEY. AND IF THERE IS ONE THING WHAT I LEARNED THEN IT IS “SHARING IS CARING”. I ALWAYS SAVE MONEY ON MY NEVER ENDING GOALS. GET BROKE. AND REPEAT. PLUS BETWEEN THAT JOURNEY I SHARED ALREADY 16000+ EURO TO PEOPLE THAT NEED IT, THAT NEED A BOOST. THAT SMILE AND EXPRESSION IS FOR ME A VALUE THAT YOU CAN’T BUY.
I DAILY CALCULATE. LIVE ONLY ON 50-100 EURO A MONTH. HAVE 79 VISIONS/ROAD MAPS TO KEEP ME IN CHECK. BECAUSE OF MY HARD YOUTH I RECIEVED ALSO SOME MONEY, SOME BOOSTS. SO THAT WAS PROBABLY FOR ME THE START TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS MEANS TO PEOPLE. I MEAN I HAD LIKE DAYS THAT I COULDN’T EAT, THAT I EVEN COULD NOT WIPE MY ASS OR EMOTION. I NEEDED TO SURVIVE ON 20 EURO A MONTH. AND NOW ALL THOSE YEARS LATER…. WELL SEE IT FOR YOURSELF. THIS IS MY INSANE NEVER ENDING PORTFOLIO: STUDIES, THE TRAJECTS, ETC. JUST SCROLL DOWN AND GET INSPIRED. MICHAEL
NEVER GIVE UP!
A SUPERHUMAN MENTAL STRENGTH
THE STRUGGLES: PAIN AND FEAR ARE MY FRIENDS. I PUSH ME DAILY TO THE LIMITS. PARDON ME. DAY AND NIGHT…
I GO TILL I CRASH. DIZZINESS. YOU CAN CALL ME ONE OF THE MOST ACTIVE PERSONS YOU WILL EVER MEET. OR YOU CAN CALL ME ONE OF THE MOST LAZY ASS PERSONS YOU HAVE EVER MET. BECAUSE I PERIODICALLY CRASH, BALANCE. I CAN SLEEP DAYS OR STAY DIZZY FOR DAYS. I IGNORE PAINKILLERS. I RATHER LET THE PAIN DO HIS WORK. MY DOCTOR KNOWS HOW HARD I GO BUT THE RESULTS DON’T LIE.
PEOPLE THINK THIS AND THAT. WELL HERE YOU GO. HERE MY OFFICIAL DOCUMENTS ABOUT SEARCHING MY WAY ON THE JOB FLOOR. MEANWHILE I HAVE ALREADY CONNECTIONS EVERYWHERE, BECAME FAMOUS IN NIGHTLIFE, RECEIVED CASTING OPPURTUNITIES. WITH MY DOCUMENTARY I ACTUALLY ALREADY IMPRESSED THE DIRECTOR OF THE NETFLIX SERIE” UNDERCOVER” ACCORDING TO THE DIRECTOR MORENA LAELA THAT SHOWED EVERY RAW CUT FOOTAGE TO HIM. NEXT TO THAT. WELL. JUST WATCH THIS TEXT. I AM TIRED OF WRITING ZZZ.
DISCOVER MORE OF ME BY EXPLORING MY INSANE WEBSITE. NEVER GIVE UP!
IF YOU THINK THIS IS ALL WHAT I GOT. EUH, EUH. WRONG. I WAS ON COUNTLESS EVENTS, THE SPOTLIGHT IN NIGTHLIFE, THE REBEL 2.00, IN FRONT OF 12 000-17 000 PEOPLE DANCING ON THE DJ BOOTH WHILE THE SECURITY WANTED TO GRAB ME BECAUSE I JUMPED OVER THE RAIL TO THE VIP BOOTH? CHECK. 8000 CALORIES BURNED IN ONE NIGHT? CHECK. BEING THE SPOTLIGHT ON CHARLOTTE DE WITTE MUSIC AND MINDFUCKING THE SECURITY NEXT LEVEL. CHECK! HEAD OVER TO MY “DISCOVER ME IN NIGHTLIFE” PAGE FOR A LOT OF VIDEOS AND EPICNESS. WHAT NIGHTLIFE MEANS TO ME. ETC
ALLRIGHT THE END GOAL: MY LIFEWORK
BOOKSHOP
PUBLISHING A BOOK ON YOUR OWN COSTS ALOT OF ENERGY AND MONEY. AT THIS MOMENT THE ONLY WAY TO GET THEM IS BY PAYING ROYALS TO THE PLATFORM, ETC. FOR MYSELF IT WAS IMPORTANT TO GET THEM. I AM SPEECHLESS AND PROUD FOREVER THAT I ACHIEVED THAT INSANE CHALLENGE. SO I BOUGHT THEM ALL FOR MYSELF. AND EVEN 5-6 TIMES MY MOTIVATION BOOK. THIS MEANS I SPENDED OVER 700 EURO JUST BY BUYING MY OWN BOOKS AN COUPLE OF TIMES. SINCE LOCKDOWN THE PRICES WENT 40-50 EURO UP…
ROAD TO SFG
SPIRITUAL
I DON’T WANT TO EDUCATE YOU IN SPIRITUALITY. BUT I AM TELLING YOU. 33 IS MY LIFE PATH WAY. I HAVE THE MOST RAREST AND STRONGEST SPIRITUAL NUMBER. SO THIS PROBABLY CAN EXPLAIN MY ENERGY IN AN DIFFERENT CONTEXT. AHAHAHA.
MY LIFE PATH: 33
MY LIFE SEQUENCES: 333, 335, 38
MY WARNINGS: 34
NEVER GIVE UP!
IT IS MY GOAL TO INSPIRE THIS WORLD WITH MY PAST, ENERGY, AND LIFESTYLE 
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