“I DON’T KNOW WHO I AM. BUT I KNOW THAT I AM ON MY WAY”
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MY PERSONAL SUCCES
I don’t chase fame or money. I throw and share money. I don’t work 9 to five. I work day and night on an unfolding vision. I don’t go for followers or views. I go for timeless value that will teach the world something. I don’t go for thousands friends. I go for unbreakable friendships that I will support with positive energy. I don’t go the easy way. I always step out the comfort zone. Always challenge me. Always will ask myself wtf is next. Always will have awesome flashbacks. I live yolo, disciplined, on my own. But I shine an energy on the dancefloor, help, support, advice, deep listen, talk waterfalls, to keep in balance. I don’t look down to other people. I look to myself for my health and mental state. Jealousy and materialism fits not in my mindset. Energy, being strange, shameless, is more my type. I can go days further with this. But damn, I always live, discover, experience, just do, step in the unknown, take risk. Fear and pain are one of my best friends. Trial and error and setback are my life school. Making me always stronger, in each condition and season. Is my way of life. My way of life is an big personal succes that never will break me. Even if I am in danger, on the streets, or completely lost. I always will reboot thanks to my lifestyle and self discipline because of my life lessons, experiences, memories, writings, in combination with my photographic memory. I don’t fucking know who I am. But I know that I am on my god damn way.
NEVER GIVE UP!
SHORT BIO 2020
First off, we all are human. Which means we all do stupid and strange things. I can speak days about my life. But that is not the right motivation.
The only thing what I can say is that I learn from my faults, mistakes. That I still need to work on some points. That I am far from perfect.
5 years I was chasing a dream with false promises. I obtained insane results, a portfolio because of motivation, wrote already an autobiography. Went from zero to an unknown but epic journey.
Because of my youth I couldn’t accomplish my dream. While many people trough this journey supported me. They couldn’t understand it. I couldn’t understand it.
I created such an big energy and discipline that people directly loved me and hated me. Because I was always pushing my limits over and over again. Was a zombie on the streets. Not amused some days. Just by all that pressure.
I realized that something needed to change. I needed to change. I stopped with 28 hours sports a week. Because it was not relevant anymore. For my dream job as being an member of the special forces of Belgium it was a necessary thing. As a civilian it was more a luxury and risky thing.
I ignored as an example 4 years girls. Only sleeping, a low budget, schools, spaghetti, oatmeal, a gym, storm weather, the local swimming pool, night runs or empty roads, were a part of my daily life. I went trough an jungle of unknown things. But still, this was my motivation.
Hookers were my way to go. The first 3 years I never fucked. That was a real mental game. Because of my disciplined lifestyle a girlfriend was not an option. So, every 2-3 weeks I visited one to feel some fake warmth. To fulfill my needs. Later i went even more to them. It became a part of my lifestyle i guess. I just like girls and sex. Can’t deny that.
I had nothing to loose. Because I grew up in a institute, was already on my 17 years old age on my own feet. My family is dead or alienated of me. My best friend was water and an iPod nano.
Because of heartbreaking scenarios, life lessons, getting used to violence, an unusually life, being on my own.
I was job hopping(logistics, call centers, supermarkets, sales, the artistic world, stagehand, stage building, etc), landed in the castings, became an athlete without being an athlete. Obtained 2 degrees.(ict and sport). Found out later that degrees are nothing. Exams and schools are nothing for me. Just a waste of time, limited knowledge. And especially a lot of useless crap to process in our brains. It makes us basically dumb.(too much educated in one theme=tunnel vision). And binds us on wasted time. While we humans are basically an bio computer on our own. Discipline, motivation, honesty, loyalty, enthusiasm, being eager to learn throughout life is more my style.
So, I am self taught. I don’t need a stupid paper for approval. So those called experts, specialists, teachers are just status to me. Everybody can learn from each other. Not from one person only. Many knowledge is only obtainable by experience, trial and error, and books that are not mainstream.
Further I Discovered nightlife. Went from dancer to entertainer. Went from writer to blogger and vlogger. Became an so called dance legend. And go so on.
But all these functions or experiences were just because of searching who I am. And all done in an non professional way.
Still, i was searching a new challenge. Because I like being challenged. I experimented a lot with this website. But I know for sure that this website is my big next challenge.
Because it is my goal to inspire this world, with my energy, past, and lifestyle.
Sometimes I think in myself how it is possible that I am still so positive, that I am still alive. Because I experienced so much scenarios that my autobiography can for sure inspire and shock this world. Worldwide on the screens. Not because of saying my life was the hardest one. More in terms of how uniquely written my story is. And how my book originated by a rollercoaster of scenarios that seem to be never ending.
The text is so real that you will feel the emotion. That you will feel a story. A story that will take you from moment to moment that it is almost impossible to read this out in a fast speed.
You will see evolution, craziness,different themes, that it will suck energy out of you to even read this book out. It’s a “live”diary written from out of my gifted photographic memory.
It all started with the first 100 pages. Because this book was a remedy to my so called social phobia, was the only way to find myself back, a start of an unknown project. That suddenly also became an life story and weapon for my dream. That was suddenly unfolding to something insane and real. Welcome to my life😂🤦🏼♂️.
2028 is my deadline for the launch and marketing. Now I just keep it in concept. Because it was primarily written for myself. And it took a lot of energy and time to even write this story out in freaking 3000 plus hours of time in just 7 years of time. Next to all my other achievements that also costed an amount of time and energy. Next to my 28 to 56 hours sport a week… ☠️
I lived with pain, anger, scars, traumas, helped multiple people from traumas, rescued people, made the commission of Belgian defense speechless with my life, drive, and motivation. People couldn’t handle my writings, instances confirmed that I had an insane youth. I explicitly mentioned “lived” because the only way is up. I always think positive and on the next big thing. Wounds can heal. No matter what you experienced, no matter how deeply lost you are. You always can rise up from your ashes. And that is exactly what happened. Mental power is my wealth. Sport is my medicine. Girls, sport and nightlife are my outlet. Fear and pain are just an illusion of the unknown. If you become familiar with it. You can overcome everything. That is why I call fear and pain my friends.
I still keep going in this unknown but epic journey. I amazed countless people the past 5 years, could go to topsport if I had the right connections, found myself back, was recorded countless times. Generated unique skills by willing power, discipline, my drive to stay alive, to motivate and inspire others. I was 5 years anonymous. Sport became an obsession, nightlife became an obsession, Instagram became an obsession. [DELETED THIS AFTER MONTHS OF TESTING. NEEDED REST. WILL COME BACK SOON. BUT THIS TIME ON ANOTHER WAY. WAIT AND SEE]
This is just the beginning. I don’t know who I am. But I know that I am on my way!
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NEVER GIVE UP!